Friday, October 17, 2014

Taking a Step Back

Sometimes it is good to take a step back.  To let go and leave it be for a bit.

That's kind of where I am with this blog.  I'm tired of the psycho-analyzing and the mental games I put myself through.  This journey in my faith has many ups and downs.  Christianity is easy, but not simple.  I'm taking time to be me.  To find what I enjoy.  To try and get my priorities on track.

I don't know what that means for this blog.  It may mean I let it go for a while.  Maybe I'll go in a new direction.  I'm not sure.  I'm not interested in exploring what makes me operate, I am who I am, faults and all.  God seems to have me in a really special place where I am.  He's using me how I am.  I'm learning new things all the time and I am growing.  I'm content to just 'be' right now.

I started this blog to figure out how to live in faith during the biggest trial of my life.  I learned along the way, but I've also discovered that no matter how you tell someone a lesson you yourself have learned...they have to learn it themselves in their own way.  At least that's how it works for me.  I can follow advice, but until I learn it in my own experiences, it never hits home.