Stretching

This year I hired the first male in the history of our program (at least that anyone can remember).  When he opens his mouth, the Lord just falls out over everything.  He is very "charismatic".  He thinks of himself as normal and doesn't want to be labeled, but understands many Christians don't have the same understandings he does.  He's been encouraging me, prophesying about my life and praying healing for anyone who is willing.  I don't discount his faith, but I'm not sure if I totally get it.  I have never experienced faith like his and it is intriguing and unknown. 

He tells me I will have a son.  He tells me a change is coming in my life where God may move me out of the job I am in to something that will bring much more joy.  Those things are unsettling to me.  I don't spend my time worrying about them or wondering what it all means, but it is strange.  I am willing if God does those things, but I don't know what to think about it to tell the truth.  I pray that those ideas do not distract me from what God has me doing here and now.

The good part is that listening to where he gets his beliefs (all biblical), drive me into the Word also to see for myself what may or may not be God or a correct interpretation.  He believes solidly that we are called to be like Jesus, to do what Jesus did and have faith like Jesus taught.  He knows his new testament very well.

Finding a Way

Life continues to be a journey, it always will be.  I was able to participate in a workshop for people new to my position and it was very inspiring and encouraging.  I gained several good tips and ideas, and most of all a purpose.  I'm now working on articulating my vision for my workplace.  As leader, whatever succeeds, I play an important part in.  Whatever fails, I play an important part in.  My 'work church' as I call it, is focusing on spending more time in prayer lately and I think that is a good place to be.

Updates

Our 21 month cancer check up was this past month.  All the blood work came back normal, physical side effects are reducing.  His hands still swell with physical labor and times of stress, but the swelling he used to get with his feet and ankles doesn't occur as often or as bad as it used to.  He still experiences fatigue, but life has been stressful lately too, so we aren't sure if it is just a side effect or other life issues.  It was a happy day!

In other cancer news, my friend who has inspired and encouraged me when my hubby was going through chemo is not going to win her battle here on earth.  I am sad for her to have to say goodbye to her son, to not get to see him grow up.  I'm sad she is leaving and happy that she will soon have relief and pure joy with the Lord in Heaven.

Professionally I have ups and downs.  I've had a very productive week, clearing many piles from my desk...I actually have a desk again!  I feel more caught up and able to get things done than I ever have before as Director.  I still face the self-doubt and the stress of dealing with the enormous responsibilities I have.  I have been trying to have faith in the words, "If my God is for me, who can be against me?"  (Psalm 119).