Update

The results of the 3 month x-ray were good.  No growth in the lymph nodes, so as the oncologist put it, this was a 'good news' appointment.  We'll see how the next appointment goes.  That is the big one.  At 6 months we'll do a full CT scan and get a better view of whatever is or isn't going on.  I don't have any expectations.  It's too far away and I'm not thinking about it.  It's just on the calendar at this point.

I've made baby steps in spending time with the Lord.  We're talking again and I'm reading my bible again.  Not as regular as it was before, but I will get there.  I have really been working on being aware of my heart-attitude and praying that I would approach life humbly and not pridefully.  I know that I can't figure life out on my own and I don't want to deceive myself into trying.  I also don't want to react to any issues I'm facing from a selfish point of view.  I truly do want to do the will of God because I know that will result in the best possible outcome.  I can't do any of this of my own power.  So, I've been praying little heartfelt requests and giving thanks as I recognize His blessings as my day goes on.