Limbo

I am still feeling oppressed.  I think I've resolved the frustration and anger I was feeling but I still feel like I'm in a state of...I can't think of the word...LIMBO!  That's the word!  ;-)

I don't feel God's presence even though I know he is here.  I don't like this place.  It is melancholy.  Not depressed, but a weight on the soul.  I'm listening to worship music.  It's reminding me of who I am in Christ and that is encouraging.  "You Are My Hiding Place" and "This Is The Air I Breathe" are the two recent ones I enjoyed.  Youtube.com is an easy way to find and save those songs that I love.  I will keep on keeping on.  I know my God will get me through this.  I will stay faithful, although a bit less energetic for the moment.  "You Raise Me Up" just came on.  How fitting!

Update:
I'm discovering how emotions effect my mood and my outlook on the moment/day.  Thankfully I can realize when my mood is being affected by how I feel in a situation and I can take some steps to change.  It isn't always easy!  Why can't life be easy?  Thankfully this day my hubby came through for me and supported me.  He's wonderful.